Friday, August 31, 2007.

Heyyyo.

Todays there is no schools. Yeah! Power failure and all. Haha, but one thing. I didnt clear my desk yet. *Gasps. Seriously. My mom drove me to school where Ms Chan, obviously saw me. -_-" No matter, I saw a whole lot of teachers there too, namely Luolaoshi, Mr Gan, Mr Choo, Sulaoshi, Mrs Lim, Ms Lee, Ms Rockey etc. But I managed to get hold of the key and take all my books :D

I reached Rosyth at 9 -_-" Good one Erina. & I was like, shocked, when I saw ex-rosythians can only go back at 2. Like wth? I waited there. Then Pearl & Felicia went to walk around. We found out that Gate 4 was not only unlocked, but unguarded. We sneaked in duh. & then the security guard found out & Pearl & I were cornered to the place on level 2 next to the dance studio. Woah. Went back out and came in by Gate 8 again, where I met up with the 6o2s.

Yeah.

Left early.

ERINA>.<

{ 1:55 PM }

Thursday, August 30, 2007.

I wanna take you away,
Let's escape into the music.

Lol. Randomness.

So today we received our PPR, & I must say that I'm actually okay. I deproved by o.7 marks naturally. But overall, I think I'm fine. Hmm, let's give this certain someone a name. I think her name should be KIASU. Okay?

One day, KIASU was sitting on the old specs stand. Suddenly, a teacher asked the whole chorot if they had left a plastic bag with goodies inside them anywhere around. Looking left, looking right. No response. However, naturally, Kiasu raise dher hands up very high even though the question was not even addressed to her. The teacher gave Kiasu the plastic bag and she started to be "kind" and give the goodies to everyone. Has it occurred to her that it is not hers? GOSH!

Anyways, Qianyi & I left for Bishan Library after choir. && worst thing, not CIP there. LUH! Aiya, lazy to post luh. But thanks you mummy for the OP bag :) and to Qianyi for carrying by overly heavy files :)

ERINA.

{ 8:54 PM }

Wednesday, August 29, 2007.

HEYYO.

Am feeling kinda high today. High high high! :)

Lotsa people didnt go to school today, pon clit and stuff, but still have to retake. Sorry those people who tried to get sick yesterday but failed. But yeah, dont worry, it wasnt that bad. CLIT was shit. There was not enough time. I wrote 4 pages of like, crap? & I wanted to write more but there was not enough time! && Ms Rockey is becoming our new pastoral head/ EXCO member because Mrs Elaine Lim & Chen Jia Yu laoshi have to go on maternity leave.

Went back to Rosyth today :) YEAH!! Went back with Jerlyn, Jane, Cassandra. Tessa, Yuanming, Yvette & Trina were there. Woo! We talked to Ms Chan quite alot before Tessa, Yuanming & I went to J8. :) Well, I figured it was pointless for me to go back seeing I would have to go out once I reached home. Yuanming treated me to Pastamania. Haha. Yeah.

Short cause like I have tons (not exaggerating this time) of homework. Gosh! I can never do colour wheel.

ERINA.

{ 8:47 PM }

Tuesday, August 28, 2007.

& you wont see me cry.

Reflection part 2
I ended abit abruptly just now, probably due to homework thoughts which I thought I had lotsa things to do, realising that I have no homework. Isnt this just the most pathetic excuse ever?

But either way, onto, while, stuff, I really feel like emo, depressed now. I try not to use the word emo but then whatever, I have to use it. That;s the only word I can use to describe me now. Realise something? I'm always the happy happy girl who goes to school happily, smile days long, look like I'm an optimistic person. Okay fine I AM an optimistic person in everyone's view except nicole chan the new partner. But yeah, I think this is just a phase for me to hide the true feelings. I know it may seem real stupid, but I think those times where I'm not smiling are the times that I'm reflecting and/or thinking about something real deeply, and I carry this real looking fake smile.

Friendships are easily broken. It takes years to build, but takes just a minute to destroy. All my friendships stuff may be cheem(zikuaahem) but yeah, I mean, it's really true. The destruction of a friendship may even come unintentionally & no one tells you when you have just looked like you "broke" a friendship until it's too late to change reality.

Life is supposedingly be a time to make a one-time mistake. Then why when you make that mistake, no one really tries to understand and tries to be in your position. It's your outlook in life. I mean, what's the use of scoring good grades for exams for your future when you would have an unhappy future. Will it be worth living?

I may be exaggerating the grades thing too much. :))

& more importantly, one critism, even unintentionally, may just be that comment that may make the person whom you have critise, have low self-esteem. I'm not pinpointing to anyone at this stage of time, but I mean, Rosyth never had this problem. At least not in 6o2. I miss you guys <33

ERINA.

{ 9:59 PM }

Heyyo all!

I came here wanting to blog about today. But suddenly, I read lotsa people's blog, and it made me go into a reflective mood again, not that it's bad, but yeah, I dont know, I guess it's just too much things in my brain.

So now, I shall start with today. Jolyne didnt come to school so I took her position next to Megan, old partners. Haha. Thinks, thinks. Come to think of it, the only thing worth writing in my blog is the fact that we went humanities room for chinese. YEAH, and the fact that only 7 people, namely Erina, Martha, Megan, Saacha, Xinhoon, Samantha & Zhao Yi did their homework. Haha. COOL! :D Then there was a blackout, so english ended early.

Choir was just super fun. The milestone leadership game was like super funny. Then Sinbing and I were partnering each other right, so we went SINBING! ERINA! until Sinbing felt my watch and she squash my hands and sat. The next time, I was flickering my hands around, then I didnt know I was hitting Myra, and Myra kept hitting my hands but then I didnt know. Lol, it was so freakingly funny! :))

reflective
I think everyone in this class is currently suffering friendship problems, by the looks of things, it's not really serious, but still numerous. And everyone is suffering because of it. & by the looks of things, it wont be solved that simple. Every quarrel/argument/misunderstanding leads to a make-up but the friendship that the individuals sustain will no longer be there. We will soon drift apart and, become lesser of friends. I somehow feel most friendships are superficial, and only with a handful of true ones.

& I cherish all the true ones.

ERINA.

{ 7:35 PM }

Monday, August 27, 2007.

I feel abit down today.

I now realise how precious how life is, how you should treasure every single second you have on earth. You dont know when you're gonna leave this wonderful world, and you may not fulfil everything that you wanted to do in your lifetime. You may live to regret somethings.

A death occured. Though he was not my family member, he bought me the secret receipe cheese cake because my mother had no time to buy for me. He died in a car accident. He died while holidaying in Thailand. He died, in a matter of a second. & he wanted to hear me sing. But he never did.

A depressing day.

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

{ 4:13 PM }

Sunday, August 26, 2007.

I feel reflective the whole day.
And it's currently what? 8.30 in the MORNING.

But I've been thinking alot yesterday when I could not sleep, today when I woke up. There is a need for changes. Drastic ones.

But, to keep my mind off, I decided to take Mayshuen's quiz.

ONE Spell your name without the vowels.
RN TN MY XN [Lol? Does this even make any sense at all?]

TWO Are you single?
No, I'm married. Of course I'm single duh!

THREE What's your favourite number?
7, 8, 11! :DDDDD

FOUR What colour do you wear the most?
Good question, I dont really notice it. Possibly black & white, with the occasional pink. But yeah.

FIVE Least favourite colour?
Right now, indigo. Lol. That was random

SIX What are you listening to now?
Like a boy - Ciara

SEVEN Do you smoke?
Wow, oh yes I do. Seriously. Not!

EIGHT Are you happy with your life now.
Quotes, alot needs to be done.

NINE Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?
Erica Lee or someone like that. She;s chinese you see, I dont keep up with chinese celebrities. && someone said Rihanna which I see no resemblance.

TEN What's your favourite class in school?
RECESS. Uh huh!

ELEVEN I'm skipping the eleven question.

TWELVE How do you make money?
The point is I dont.

Can you tell I'm in a sarcastic mood today?

THIRTEEN Who is your best friend?
Someone who you would never think of, so give it a rest.

FOURTEEN Are you outgoing?
Depends if I feel like sneaking.

FIFTEEN One word to describe you.
STRAIGHT-FORWARD.

SIXTEEN Favourite pair of footwear
My bare feet.

SEVENTEEN Do you know big sunglasses?
Random question, but surprisingly yeah!

EIGHTEEN Where do you wish you were right now?
Somewhere only we know.

NINETEEN What should you be doing right now?
Reflecting more. I'm in denial. Get it?

TWENTY Do you have a crush on anyone now?
No. Stop asking.

TWENTY-ONE What is the hardest thing to say?
Goodbye forever.

The cans

Can you blow a bubble? YES
Can you dance? No. End of discussion
Can you do a cartwheel? Yes if I want to break my bones
Can you touch your toes? Apparently my hands are too short
Can you whistle? With a whistle
Can you wiggle your noes/ears? No
Can you roll your tongue? YES! But none of my parents can. Conclusion : I'm adopted

The dids
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school? Unbelievably (or maybe not) YES
Did you ever run away from home? When I was 5 yes! I wanted to packed my barbie dolls into some cloth thing like on TV and run away
Did you ever wanted to be a doctor? NO
Did you ever wanted to be a firefighter? Not in my life

The dos
Do you believe in God? YES
Do you know how to swim? NO
Do you like roller coasters? NO, but I'm not scared of them
Do you own a bike? I dont know. Seriously! Haha
Do you think you can handle the food they eat on reality tv? If you want me to puke while eating pig's snouts with hair sitll on them

The does
Does hair loss run through your family? Not that I know of
Does your family have family picnics? If picnic means on grass then no

The hows
How did you find out about friendster? It is called the internet
How many friendster friends you have met in person? About 7/8 of them
How tall are you? A pathetic 152cm & I'll probably never grow ever again
How much money do you have with you? I would have to ask my wallet

The lasts
Last person you hung out with? Tuition friend :D, who apparently doesnt come to my blog so I shant say who
Last thing you said out loud? I want waffles To my mom for breakfast! :D
Last thing someone said to you? Ok! LOL!

The whats
What are you listening to right now? IT WAS CIARA, now it's Dangerously in Love - Beyonce! :D
What is the temperature outside? It's cool. :D
What radio station do you listen to? 987 - ONLY THE HITS
What is the last restaurant you ate at? Does Macs count
What was the last thing you bought? A skyblue marker! Haha. And white choc kitkat chunky!
What was the last thing you drank? ANYTHING! Which looks/tastes like coke!
What was the last thing you watched on TV? PPG! Haha

The whos
Who is your newest friend you added on friendster? Someone I dont know
Who was the last person you added on MSN? Janice!
Who talked to you on the phone last? Tessa!
Who was the last person you took a picture of? MYSELF. Lol, zi lian
Who was the last person who left a comment? Yorklyn!
Who was the last person you said I love you to? Tessa for collecting my file! btw, I'm not les

Crying section
Ever really cried your hear out? YES
Cried yourself to sleep yes
Cried on your friend's shoulder yes
Cried over the opposite gender apparently, yes [and it will never happen ever again]
Cried when you got an injury With blood coming out of your mouth, how can you not?
Do certain songs make you cry If it brings the lyrics I'm looking for right now and if it has sentimental values
Do certain movies make you cry I never really cried, but I wanted to. A walk to remember is a good example

Happy section
Are you a happy person? HELL YEAH
What can make you happier? A happier life
Being happy overated? If you are some morbid person unlike me
Can music make you happy Of course

Hate section
Do you hate anyone now? No.
Are you a mean bully? No with innocent look

Self-esteem section
Is your self esteem extremely low? Nope
Do you believe in yourself? Sometimes
Are you good looking? Isnt goodlooking for guys?
Do you wish you could be someone else? Only if that person is perfect, unfortunately, no one is perfect. So no

Look at me
Curren hair colour BLACK
Current piercings NONE
Any tattooes None
Straight/curly hair Probably towards the straight side of curly. Haha

Have you ever
Hugged someone? It;s called being friendly
Been on the phone till the sun came up Two, Jerlyn & Jolyne :D
Laughed so hard you peed in your pantsNo!
Laughed so hard you cried Yeah
Got into a fight with someone? Yup

Do you like surveys? That's why I'm doing it right?
Get along with your parents? Sometimes, mostly we dont really talk
Mental breakdown Yes
Tell your parents you arent feeling well to pon school? Yes! Haha

Current
Mood Reflective
Music It was Ciara, then Beyonce, now it's Big girls dont cry by Fergie!
Crush none
Thing I ought yo be doing reflecting
Windows open Msn, blog, mayshuen's blog, itunes
Desktop picture 6o2 class photo!

ERINA.

{ 8:24 AM }

Saturday, August 25, 2007.

I'm feeling a little wind down today.

First and FOREMOST, CONGRATS SNGS! ONE TRUTH! FOR BEING THE CHAMPIONS OF THE POETRY SLAM COMPETITION! I heard from Raeann pioneers?! Yeah!

After all the stuff that happened yesterday about me cheering them emotionally with 987 top 20 blasting in my head and me just stupidly going crazy in my room, I'm abit drained down today. I guess that when I was sleeping, I reflected on myself.

I reflected that, was I really ever gonna study that hard and make myself look like a stupid nerd? Like, ew. Quotes Tessa: I have a life. I do have a life, and I want to live it happily and not mugging for whatever shit the whole day. In conclusion, I'm gonna divide my day equally, I'm not ever gonna slack the whole day ever again.

Reflection, part 2. It's a secret, that if you ask me, I could possibly tell you :D

Reflection, part 3. I know I would never have a 2nd chance to stay as 1truth as a class again. I know that 1truth isnt exactly my favourite class in the world, but I like to thank all those people who cheered me up when I was down, those who gave in to me when I wanted something, and those who helped me live life as I wanted to. This is probably my reflection after reading Vanessa Cheong's reflection on onetruth class blog, but yeah. It's becoming the end of the term and the starting of the last term, and I'm really sorry that I didnt cherish the times that I spent with the onetruthians07sngs! I would rmb each and everyone of you dearly.

REFLECTION DAY. MEANS ALOT TO ME.

ERINA.

{ 4:46 PM }

Friday, August 24, 2007.

Heyyo.

Today was just a slack day. I mean seriously slack. It's like, history has been movie-ing for 2 weeks which was really interesting. Though it's my first time hearing of Noah's Ach, I think that the scientific studies are really interesting as to how the people of the past like, live and think. Oh gosh, I sound like I'm actually interested in history. Lol. Though history is quite easy to score, it may be interesting at times, but mostly boring.

I decided to be real hardworking this term. I started on a chinese ri[4] ji[4] as suggested by my chinese teacher, I did xi[3] zi[4] which is like totally lame but I guess it helps in ting[1] xie[1]. So the new me - hardworking, striving for the best with perserverence kinda Erina.

I officially have no life.
Good luck LD girls in your poetry slam competition.

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

{ 3:24 PM }

Thursday, August 23, 2007.

Heyyo.

I'm feeling better today. Not good, better. My grades are now kinda okay. & I realise this pattern in my marks:

I have 2 grades - A1 & B3.
B3 - Subjects related to languages, namely:
english related to english
hcl related to chinese
elit related to english
drama related to english.

I was real surprised that I managed to get B3 for drama seeing that I really did badly for the practical.

A1- Subjects w/o relationship to languages, namely:
math, science, geography, history.

Fine so I have to brush up my languages.
Last subject: ART.
One of the worst!

I need Joanna's/Martha's/Christine's marks.

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

{ 7:27 PM }

Wednesday, August 22, 2007.

Heyyo,

I'm depressed all over again.

I was happy when I came back, but when I thought of what Ms Rockey said, I felt depressed. I know everyone would be like, "oh Erina score so high complain what?". Well, you guys may think I score really high, but to my standard, it's just a pass. I know I could have done better. I didnt treat math seriously this term. Explain my low A1. I feel depressed.

Ms Rockey said that she would be very disappointed in me if I got lower than an A2. I dont even want to get an A2. But by the looks on how my math standard has been dropping, I cant help but even wonder if there was a way to save my falling PPR marks. On top of that, like what Sharon said, I'm gonna practice math like the whole entire day during the school holidays, so much till I would only break one day to go out with friends, the rest is of school.

I know you guys probably think I'm crazy having such a stupid plan. But I want to keep it. I really want to soar to greater heights. I know I must get 5 A1s by the end of this year. I have to. & if I cant even keep up the standard, I would probably fail my sec four Os. My expectation of myself has been very high since day 1. Failure, to me, is never an option unless I try my best. I really am engulfed by all the stress.

So now, the only thing left is to pull up my languages. From today, I will never ever sleep in any classes. You would see me (beside the languages lesson where there is nothing to copy), copying notes or doing practices. Never again will I make the same mistake I'm doing now. Never.

I'm learning from my mistake.

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

{ 4:15 PM }

Tuesday, August 21, 2007.

Heyyo!

Haha, I was sweating just now for phototaking. Omg. You know how got it was? With our CHOIR UNIFORM. It was hell. Gosh! Oh well, today took pictures for connectixo. Haha! The photographer was taking so many pictures of Maryanne. & when he asked us to sing "I feel pretty", without the piano, we were so off.

But we had a great time.

& today we got back PPR for english, chinese & science. Not too thrilled on my english & chinese. But yeah science! I NEED TO IMPROVE ON MY LANGUAGES. B3. Do you know how bad it is? It's real bad. Bad , bad. Elit probably results tmr. Gosh, fails.

No class photo?

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

{ 7:34 PM }

Monday, August 20, 2007.

I felt depressed.
Felt. Not feel.

I realised that this was all part of life, part of secondary school, part of socialling, & most importantly, part of me. I never knew why I acted so harshly to it. Abit guilty I guess. I never knew why I hated her so much, it's just this feeling I get when I'm around her. I love to not hate anyone. I really do. But I guess even if I dont hate anyone, I will get influence from the people around me. Thanks Christine & Yorklyn for trying to cheer me up, guess what? I'm all cheered up.

I failed my first test today. English, 4/10 bleh. & could I care anymore? No. Christine is like so super lucky that she got so damn high for compre & vocab while I fail vocab. Gosh. I hate english & elit. I am never gonna do well in languages including chinese.

Phototaking tomorrow.
Get well soon Joanna! Make sure your sore eyes are gone.
Get well soon Moira! Dont stomach cramp here there whatever. Oh Moira, I hate your kicks. & when you unconsciously kick me.
Get well soon Amanda! Hope you stop sneezing tmr!

I'm cheer up.
Now let's play ball -_-"

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

{ 3:38 PM }

Sunday, August 19, 2007.

Heyyo!

I'm back, just finished watching jump in? Yeah, I think it's a real nice show, though not as touching as a walk to remember, but then again, no movie ever made me cry. Haha. But yeah, first time watching, liking it.

Today was a real long day. Met Lijuan & Xinhoon at AMK hub to go Dhoby Ghaut for CIP. Though I didnt do 10-10, I was real satisfied.

When we reached there, Lijuan immediately moved into Lion Mascot mode. Haha, which was real cute okay. I had my face painted into a tiger and like omg, it seriously looked so real that when I was walking with Lijuan, small innocent little children screamed and cried. Haha. Omg. But the small little children were real cute when they went, LION! MONKEY! Haha, then there was one lady who said Lijuan was a blur lion. Lol. But yeah, fun day.

Washed face for lunch. Went shopping for stuff. I bought Xinhoon & Marie earings, Xinhoon's birthday is on 14th January, so this present was real late. Marie's havent come, but since I didnt want to keep it, I gave it to Marie first. Yeah. Lunch at Swensens where they were complaining about the price. Lol. But I love Swensens fries, like that is not known anyway.

Went back, face painted into a butterfly. Ooh, nice. Yorklyn & Cabrini came. More company. Yeah. Haha. Then people started getting all curious like:
1. Is this a local company?
2. How do I make sure that the money I donate goes directly to the endangered animals?
3. Where are the animals in danger?
etc.

&, how would I know. But obviously, smart me bian[1] gu[4] shi[4]. Haha. I collected lotsa money. Haha. Yeah, but then they all, one by one left me. So I did till 6 and stopped. My leg really ached by then.

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

{ 9:06 PM }

Saturday, August 18, 2007.

What Your Favorite Color White Says About You:

Naive --- Innocent ---Neutral Shy --- Serious --- Stubborn Ethical --- Honest --- Self-Important

{ 8:08 PM }

Friday, August 17, 2007.

As I said in the last post,
depressed me when I went home.
Still thinking about the incident,
Could I have handled it better?

You may not agree with me,
But I actually feel sorry.
Sorry that I cant be a bitch.
I cant. I tried, but cant.

The only way to survive SN is to a ruthless bitch now.
& all I can say is, I dont fit here.

I dont fit. So why am I here?

-
I went to thomsom plaza to direct Jerlyn from AMK hub here. I'm so sorry Jerlyn. I didnt mean to forget. & when I left the house & rushed to the bus stop, I saw Colleen walking to Kasai Road for her piano. Haha, that was just so coincidental. Haha XD

I'm still sorry Jerlyn.

Then we went buy stuff. I decided to write a letter to the teachers, end, full stop. So, yes, nice present + saves money, isnt that a good thing? Plus Jerlyn had a hard time to choose between
1. Catuses
2. Roses
3. Teddy bears
4. Writing notes.

Yes, so lol.

Tuition was just bored. Luh, left early.

My brother's birthday celebration. Technically my brother's birthday is tmr, but we celebrated at the Trader's Hotel. It was cool buffet. I ate till my heart's content. Gosh I'm so fat.

I'm starting to love today all over again.

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

{ 10:22 PM }

Im depressed today.
Not emo
I just feel like a bitch today.

I really do.
& if you think i bitch about you, I didnt.
I just did not tell you others were bitching about you.
& that's why I felt like a bitch.

I really wanted to say sorry. I did.

On a brighter note, full marks history source based.
* Jolyne dont be upset. You will do better.

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

I hav a feeling you hated me.
I think you do now.
You will shhsing at the class, shouting.
No one cares.
Deal with it

{ 3:29 PM }

Thursday, August 16, 2007.

Heyyo.

Im back after a long day of school & plays.

Today was real sucky for me. I tried not to hate her, as everyone did. I didnt want to hate anyone. I plan not to. Conclusion, I dont hate her, at least I'm in denial to it. I just dont hate her & I dont like her. There, she's neutral okay? I'm not a bitch. & I dont wanna be. Ever.

Then then had choir. I felt real depressed that the altos were just out the whole time, and I tried my best to sing as I didnt know the notes, but I still couldnt get it. Miss Lim was real angry. We had sectionals and I felt real guilty I had to leave halfway at sectionals for the concert.

The concert was boring anyways. Greece & Troy. Wow.

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

{ 11:05 PM }

Wednesday, August 15, 2007.

Heyyo you!

I SIMPLY HATE TODAY hate today HATE TODAY.

I took the hardest of hardest test. & I'm not exaggerating this time. I'm gonna get 30, I calculated. & seriously, I'm not sad or anything, (seriously) because I really did think until the last minute. & I tried my best. So whatever.

Moira didnt come today, so Joanna came took over. Yeah!

Yar, so so in conclusion

1. i gave up being nice to Mrs Kwan
2. I am starting to like Ms Lee & geography better.
3. I hate cripsy noodles that are not soaked with soup.
4. I have given up on milo.
5. I hate her.

Now I sound like a real bitch. I feel that I'm getting bitcher by the day. I dont intentionally hate her, it's such feels real irritating and real uncomfortable. I hate being a bitch. I dont wanna hate anyone, I doubt that will ever happen anyway.

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

did i mention how much i missed you?

{ 4:00 PM }

Tuesday, August 14, 2007.

HI YOU

Yes so Erina survived a whole, long day today. Arent you proud of me? After many hrs studying history, I succeeded. Actually, I knew I wrote crap, but I really was very tired that I cant stand it. It's not so much on me not studying, it's about my health :DD

&& I hate the paper.

So art Ms Lin didnt come, but we were there chatting, mostly the whole class was bitching about the same person, but whatever. Bitch until got nth to bitch anymore. Isnt that a good thing (not to bitch)? Yeah, but that person knows that we hate her already, so I dont care.

* I'm not a bitch. No I'm not. & technically, she should have expected this from truth. I know she knows. She knows about the whole class. Just to avoid confusion, it's not in charity either.

Yeah. Anyways, then d&t was discussing about. ah whatever, how can they feel sorry not for me gosh. Mr tay heard the conversation. OMG.

* I started using LMAO. Lol.

Anyways, then then Physics I was concentrating. & english too. Be proud of me please. It's not everyday that I actually pay attention.

Lunch saw Ms Rockey. Then she extended my deadline still tuesday. Okay I feel really bad now. I asked for Monday & I completed every question except 12 and she's giving me an extention. Like omg, thanks you Ms Rockey, I'm gonna buy you an extra big present for teachers day. & she even offered to buy me lunch when she saw all I was having just jelly. Lmao. But I declined duh. THANKS MS ROCKEY.

Choir was sectionals. But was fun, but tiring sectionals.

* Genevieve - Jwan-vwav (haha.), agrees with Amanda & Lynette, has a disgusting habit of Orange Bowl.

Alot of the sec 4s came back today, and many choir senior seniors. Haha, from JC.

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

{ 8:18 PM }

Monday, August 13, 2007.

Heyyo.

Just came back mugging history with qianyi (see Qianyi, I spelt it like you wanted to) & Sinbing. HISTORY. I seriously cant stand history right now, because I cant memorise it all. Nope, zero. Normally I could, but now my brain has gone all shitty.

Oh btw, this is the part where I was discussing with qianyi what to write onto my blog. When we were at the MRT, Sinbing was like putting her ezlink card onto that electonic pad thing, then she put there, cannot work. Until I was about to point out to Sinbing, she already noticed that she put wrongly, it was supposed to be on the other one, she was putting onto the exit one. Then me & qianyi were just laughing our way to Bishan.

Bought cards for the teachers. & apparently I have to do the math scenario thing. Due next Monday. Oh, thanks Ms Rockey for the extended deadline. :D

I hate you for hating me
Yes I know you hate me,
you & you & you.
though I dont know why,
just back off

{ 5:49 PM }

Sunday, August 12, 2007.

You know what?
Short posts work for me now.

I wanna watch PERFECT STRANGER
Cause it seemed like a cool show.
Until I found out it was NC16 .

I have lotsa lotsa homework to be done.
None of them I started.
Especially the ever so infamous drama journal.
Gosh, I hate it.

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

{ 9:08 AM }

Saturday, August 11, 2007.

My nephew has a name.
Eason.

Reminds me of thousand different things Esen.
But dont worry he wont turn out gay.

{ 9:06 PM }

Today has been real bored,
actually, it was
9/8, 10/8, 11/8

& I know there are lotsa homework to be done & all,
but somehow I just cant be bothered,
seriously.

I know I'm gonna have to do tons of homework tmr,
but I seriously, am not doing anything.
What's wrong with me?

& the worst part is I have been crying, alot.
& I have no idea why.
After every show I watch,
tears just started to trickle down my cheeks onto the bedsheet.

I got this from friendster
Girls cry because
1. They're sad...
2. They're scared...
3. They're nervous...
4. They're frustrated...
5. They're missing someone...
6. They're alone...
7. They're PMSing...
8. They're pregnant..
9. Their heart is broken...
10. They're in love...
11. Their souls have been torn...
12. THEY MET A BOY THEY CANT HAVE...
13. They fell in love with a boy...
14. They hurt so bad inside...
15. They're mad...
16. Something bad happend...
17. JUST BECAUSE THEY FEEL LIKE CRYING

I didnt captalise any of them, they were captalise for me.

& i totally agree with no.17.

there's something wrong with me, and i dont know why.

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

PS; to the people who want to send me to counselling, im not in need of physiological help thank you. and onto of that, i have no time.

{ 5:00 PM }

I'm gonna take out my braces,
like next month most probably.
Yeah!

Anyways, quiz time!

Name 10 person to take this quiz,
& answer the following questions.
tagging the following people soon :)

1. WEIXIN
2.CHRISTINE
3. JERLYN
4. SINBING
5. TAYLIN
6. JOANNA
7. MEGAN
8. TESSA
9. MARIE
10. NICOLE CHAN

1. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
[Joanna!] I dont know?
I dont think she is having a relationship in the first place.

2. Is no.9 a female or male?
[Marie!] Judging by her name, I have to say she's a girl.
But, she cut her hair so short, that no she doesnt look like a guy, she looks ah lian! (yeah marie! no off)

3. If no. 7 & no.10 were together, will that be a good thing?
[Megan & Nicole Chan] That is so weird & different?
Nicole Chan will obviously pollute Megan's oh-so- innocent mind. (ahem)

4. How about no.8 & no.5?
[Tessa & Taylin] Dare not imagines.

5. What is no. 2 studying about?
[Christine] What do you mean?
Studying the same thing as me & everyone else there?
But she's probably doing math now, math-pro-er.

6. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
[Jerlyn] Not too long ago.
Like last week? Dont worry I will call you soon.

7. What kinda music does no.8 like?
[Tessa] Easiest answer!
Chinese music + those (like wait for you - elliot yamin) that weixin doesnt like. Haha

8. Does no.1 have any siblings?
[Weixin] yeah!
An older brother

9. Would you woo no.3?
[Jerlyn] I'm not les/bi . wth.

10. How about no.7?
[Megan] LET'S leave that to Yeye Miaky.
Right Nainai?

11. Is no.4 single?
[Sinbing] I think so.

12.What is the surname of no.5?
[Taylin] Tay,
With her name Lin. Lol

13. What is the hobby of no.4?
[Sinbing] BEING HIGH!
& crapping.

14. Do no5 & no. 9 get along well?
[Taylin & marie] sure!
If they know each other.

15. Where's no.2 studying at?
[Christine] The same class as me.
1 Truth! in SNGS singapore. Detailed enough?

16. Talk something casually about no.1?
[Weixin] Huh? Dont get question?
As in music?

17. Have you try to develop feelings with no.8?
[Tessa] No.
Everyone should understand I'm not les/bi before they start asking me qns like these.

18. Where does no.9 live at?
[Marie] I'm not sure?
Somewhere at Lentor?

19. What colour does no.4 like?
[Sinbing] Oh, shit, forgot.
Luh, ITHINK yellow?

20. Are no.5 & no.1 best friends?
[Taylin & Weixin] They are close friends,
but not sure best friends.

21. Does no.7 like no.2
[Megan & Christine] As friends,
as lovers not so much.

22. How did you know no.2?
[Christine] She's my classmate who sits behind me.
like, lol?

23. Does no.1 have any pets?
[Weixin] You know what?
I dont know.

24. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world.
[Megan] In my perspective (cause I'm not a les) no.
In yeye, maybe. Haha

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

{ 9:06 AM }

Thursday, August 09, 2007.

A child was born.

No, not any child. My nephew. on 08/08/07, Delena's birthday.
Though I dont know his name, it's so cool.
My first nephew, with 2 nieces.
I'm getting old.

See next year,
His one-year-old celebration will be on 08/08/08,
Just like Maryanne's 07/07/07.
& his birthday would always be one before spore.

Anyways, yesterday's dikir barat was screwed. Screwed so much that I dare not think about it, or relate about it. We did better in the inter-class competition. So much better. One truth is too complacent about the dikir barat, but the screwest was still at the kebun baru cc, which was the worst.

Community singing was fun! We will get there, I now realise, is a real cool song. Seriously, quite sick of home & dont get will you.

My national day eve was, yes, okay.

Tuesday
Went watch Lee Da Sha, or Big Fool Lee.
I thought it was quite nice, till I slept. But the ending, when he died, was real touching. & quite a number of people slept too anyways.

However, when I wanted to go back home, I cross the road to Bugis MRT, failing to realise that children under 15 will be caught if they are out on the streets alone after 11pm. I only realise this law the next morning when Amanda told me. Then I took such a big big risk. From Bugis, all the way to YCK, like wow?

Today
National day parade was nice (on tv). I loved the fireworks that I could see from my grandma's hse which was on the 27th story. Cool day, hating history.

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

{ 9:52 PM }

Wednesday, August 08, 2007.

I didnt get it
I never will.

Ask me why my short posts are like that,
feeling real emo
& btw, I hate emos.

So yes,
shut up & drive blasting in my brain

{ 1:31 PM }

Tuesday, August 07, 2007.

SO.
MY WORKSHEETS ARE GONE.
POOF* THIN AIR.

TODAY WAS JUST CRAP. I SAT OUT TODAY, 1ST TIME FOR EVERYTHING.

everyone is ignoring me
& i dont care anymore

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

{ 3:28 PM }

Monday, August 06, 2007.

I'm sick.
Down with fever & sore throat, & body ache.

SATURDAY
We had perform dikir barat in front of then kebun baru cc. Screwed up! Cause, cause, mic is like, the intensity is too loud, then wehn put mic in front of my mouth, then is like, so loud! Then I moved it away, then from the people behind, I couldnt be heard at all. Gosh. Screws. I hate mics. Projection of voice is better. Then stayed at Raffles hotel. High tea was cool! Supper ate at TCC which is like, so super cool, cause have bean bags to sit on while eating. Ate pizza baguette & lychee jazz & tiramisu. Yum! It's like, so cool! It's my alltime favourite restaurant. && we stayed at raffles hotel. Yeah!

SUNDAY
For the first time, went to Botanic Gardens. And gosh was it pretty. It was like my first time, and my dad's second. How pathetic. Then went to clarke quay to interview people for the geog project with Joanna & Sharon. Met Amanda, Shuqing, Hillary & Chantel there. We interviewed 15 people but only like 10+ gave us useful information? Martha came a lil late cause she had to go chuch. In all, I spent 4 hrs under the sun (with no sunblock). Went to macs to eat.

By the time we reached Megan's house, I was already having a massive headache. In Sharon's brain, I was suffering from dehydration. Is it that easy to get dehydration anyways? It felt really bad. The project wasnt exactly going smoothly either. We forgot refernce to poem, the board wasnt big enough, there was lack of pictures, then more. Then like whatever. We were super exhausted & I felt really bad because due to my heahache & such, I didnt help as hard as I should. They ate pizza, but I refuse to eat. Drank lotsa lotsa water. Gosh! I cant believe I drank that much. Oh well, 4 hrs under the sun with no sunblock cant exactly do you good.

TODAY
NOT GOING TO SCHOOL.
NOT GOING FOR DIKIR BARAT REHEARSAL.
NOT GOING FOR TUITION.
NOT EVEN GOING FOR RGS CONCERT. I'm sorry Maryanne, Jerlyn & Cassandra.

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

{ 8:03 AM }

Saturday, August 04, 2007.

Haha. Excited.

Thanks Mel for uploading this photo! :)))))))



Our drama class.
Opening for playbuilding. Haha

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

{ 1:37 PM }

Yay, thanks to Joanna's blog, I decided to take the handwriting analysis test!

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Erina has left some white space on the left side of the paper. Erina fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion moving the entire writing rightward as she moves down the page. If this is true, then Erina has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Erina is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Erina is leaving the past behind and moving on to what she perceives as an exciting and enticing future.

Erina exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although she may not intend to deceive or mislead, she blows things way out of proportion because that is the way she views them. She will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of her material world. Erina allows many people into her life because she is accepting and trusting. She is sometimes called gullible by her friends. That only really means that she trusts too many people. Erina has a vivid imagination.

Erina has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

Erina is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.

Erina is constantly disappointed when trying to reach success. She works very hard, perhaps harder than most, then just before succeeding, something happens that keeps her from success. Often, Erina changes to a second project just before the first one is finished, thus failing to complete the first project. Sometimes she changes because she feels she needs a different challenge. Erina feels dejected. This feeling relates to her failures. This trait is very important in a working situation and in a relationship. She must be handled in a very special way to get the most work from her or to make a relationship last. Concerning this trait, personality modification is available to change her life.

Erina is very selective when choosing her inner circle of friends. She excludes all but a few from her fellowship. She limits her intimate friends to one or maybe two people. She tends not to trust the masses of people but chooses only a few to trust.

Erina is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

Erina has a temper. She uses this as a defense mechanism when she doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around her.

Erina is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Erina basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average

Erina is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Erina learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget. Erina is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate. She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most.

Erina will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it! So true!

Erina is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes. Erina will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Erina an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other. When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Erina is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story. Erina is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Erina doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIXIN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDISON!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBBIE!

YEAH.

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

{ 8:38 AM }

Friday, August 03, 2007.

I feel touched.

I just received Ms Lim (Conductor) email saying that she prayed for each & everyone of us, because she felt very blessed. & even though I'm not a Christian, I think that I too am very blessed to be in SNchoir. Cause of the wonderful people I met there. & that, there's no other cca I rather be in.

Still touched. Dont worry.

Went to com lab for history. Luh, I hate source-based. Yes, it was really irritating. Overall, I rode 1/3 page for each question? GRADED. Luh.

Then Hcl, surprisingly hasnt really disappointed my tingxie marks. 88. Still okay right? Science was just plain confusing.

Recess, dikir barat. Then went to see Su lao shi & Mrs Lim whether we can go to class & eat. Cause like, there was no time as dikir barat performance is tmr. Gosh. KEBUN BAHRU NATIONAL DAY, MY BROTHER'S BIRTHDAY, WEIXIN'S BIRTHDAY. WOW? YES.

Then math, was okay. Drama was super fun! MORE DIKIR BARAT PRACTICE

END TO LONG DAY.

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

{ 3:33 PM }

Thursday, August 02, 2007.

Am taking Jodie's quiz.
Cause I'm bored.
& I want to post.
Dont mind!

& I realise the numbers are crap.

001. name : Erina!
002. nickname: Mableline (invented by MR GAN)
003. single or taken : IM SINGLE, YET UNAVAILABLE. PLEASE REFER TO PACT.
004. zodiac sign : Zodiac = Dog, Horoscope = Gemini (be more clearer can)
005. male or female : female
006. elementary : ROSYTH
007. high : st nicks!
008. college : Er, I'm 13. Young for JC? Reminds, not child prodigy.
009. eye color : HAZEL. Wait, what is hazel?
010. hair color : Black
011. long or short hair : LONg
012. shoe size : Who actually checks what kinda shoes you are wearing? Just wear lah.
013. asthma? : Nope
014. are you health freak : Saliva conscience, a little
015. height : 153. Pathetic? Yes agreed
016. do you have a crush on someone: Havent you read my pact?
017. do you like yourself: Yes!
018. piercings : Dont care.
019. tattoos : Yar right
020. righty or lefty : right.

FIRSTS:
022. first surgery : DOnt have yet
023. first piercing : 10
024. first bestfriend : Er, some kindergarten person. I think her name was Serina. S-erina. She's real
025. first movie : Thinks. Sleeping Beauty?
026. First sport you joined: Never joined
027. first pet : fish. Lol
028. first vacation : Sentosa! :D
029. first concert : unknown
030. first crush : SHUT UP.

CURRENTLY :
049. eating : nothing
050. drinking : nothing
052. i am : supposed to file geography (which duh let;'s forget) & bathe.
53. listening to : Everytime we touch - Cascada
055. waiting for : 18!
057. wearing : School uniform. Needs to bathe rmb?

YOUR FUTURE :
058.want kids? : Right..
059. want to get married? :Maybe
.060. careers in mind? : Lecturer. Prepare to call me Dr. Erina Tan! :D

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :
068. lips or eyes?: Does it really matter?
069. hugs or kisses : Any.
070. shorter or taller : Luh taller duh
072. romantic or spontaneous : Both?
073. stomach or arms : Stomach? Arms? There's a difference?
074. sensitive or loud: BOTH!
075. hook-up or relationship: Wow, how cool can a one night stand be? (For those people who are freakingish blur, it's called sarcasm)

HAVE YOU EVER :
078. kissed a stranger : wth
080. lost glasses/contacts : dont have
081. ran away from home : wanted to. when i was young. I packed my dolls. Haha
082. broken any bones : Nope
084. broken someone's heart : Er, yes. -_-"
085. been arrested : nope!
086. turned someone down : yes, lol. apparently.
087. cried when someone died :thinks. I think so but I dont rmb who
088. liked a friend : of course I like my friend. Then why would he/she be your friend?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. yourself: depends
090. miracles : yes
091. love at first sight : yes
092. heaven : yes
093. santa claus : right..
.094. fairies : nope
095. kissing on the first date : no comments
096. angels : yes!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one or more people you want to be with right now? : & I would know.
098. Is Superman really better than Batman? :Do I look like those kind who care?
099. Have you had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at the same time? : No.
100. Ever did anything naughty before?: Define naughty. Not doing homework/bathing when I'm supposed to?


CHAN IS COMING BACK TMR.

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

{ 7:48 PM }

Wednesday, August 01, 2007.

August.
Gosh. Finally.


Today. No comments. Cause boring stuff happened.

& Moira didnt come today. Apparently sore throat.
Is that a good thing? My mind didnt get polluted today. Innocent SMILE. (Not lust)

Yes, & geography marks is OKAY. Not good, just average kinda mark.
Ms chan still not here. Ms Lam still taking over.

SNEEZING THE DAY AWAY.
OR AS MEGAN (NAINAI) SAYS IT,
BIMBOTIC SNEEZE. (lol)

finally the class deco.

XOXO
ERINA.WAS.HERE

{ 4:06 PM }