Tuesday, September 25, 2007.

I'm sorry all for that previous post. I am sorry for being vulgar and stuff, but it was in a moment of pure anger which I couldnt control. I'm really, truthfully sorry.

I realised that there are actually people who care about me, and there are people who are close to me who are fake. I'm not accusing anyone at this point of time. It had always been like that, and I was super dumb to trust the person, thinking she's my real friend. If you dont like me, tell it straight to my face, why are you such a faker man? I wont do anything, seriously. It's not like I will punch you or anything, I would simply thank you and walk away. Is that such a hard thing to do?

To the people/person(which I know there are already 4 as obviously, I dont trust people that easily and who actually told me straight to my face and dont bitch about me [which only then i call a true friend]) who care about me, I really thank you. You have been the one, pushing me to greater heights, and you were always there to cheer me on, to encourage me when I'm down, to try and adivise me to become a better person. Thanks for being such a great, understanding friend.

To my dear readers, thanks for faithfully keeping in touch with this blog, making it alive. Thanks so much for the comments which you gave and advice you gave me on the board :D.

To my dear sixzerotwos, I love you guys, you know I do. And I'm real happy that I was in the same class as you guys. Jiayous for your EOYS and stuff as I know you guys are feeling stressed over them. I love you 6o2, it's part of my memory that will never be forgotten, even if I may die and my memory is lost, I would still remember you guys.

To Jerlyn, you dont really fall under any of these catergories. With that, it's just real unfortuante not to have you in the same class. Thanks for being my mugging buddy at night even though I may just give up halfway. I'm really sorry for the times I abandoned you to sleep. And you seriously rocks. Haha. Sorry for any sarcasm I may have pointed you with in the past.

To Qianyi, Celeste, Sinbing, Clara, Meredith. Thanks for being such great pals.


NOW I WONDER TO MYSELF,

• How to pull up grades?
• How to solve many friendship problems?
• How to appreciate people more?

Why does this suddenly seem like a suicide note?

ERINA.

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